The Professional

I forgot what your yes and noes dress like

but i can tell your i don't knows wear a black hat

I was just discharged from a rehab

and here you are! my current crack

//I'm the professional// 

I'm the professional guesser

I'm the previous, rarely the last

I'm the 'it's ok' lover

I'll be soon left in the past

I don't know what your 'yes' and 'noes' taste like

but your silence has been my food day and night

you thought you knew me enough to love me then, now

you think you know me enough to turn me down

//I'm the professional//  

I'm the professional waiter

never the even, always the odd

i'm a large blank gap

for your summer's filler word

I don't know what your fears look like

but I guess they and I     must be alike

since you treat me in the same way

what makes you move and run away?

 

I'm the professional also-ran

always the shame, never the pride

settled for the second place

btw(hy?), it's not allowed to cry  

I´m the professional walker
I was asked to leave the show before my act began

Once again, 

I must walk away