When the day comes (Kocham Cię)

I guess you're afraid of being loved
or you're very used to it
You failed to think I was going to let you down like someone did to you before
You failed to think I could beat the actual woman you've been in love with
I know how to love
That's why I know how to let go
Don't know why you treat me as a stalker
it's clear I write in silence
and your own curiosity took you here, not me

I can't be mad at you
even when that would help me a lot to move on
For some reason I bear your existence in my heart
Unlike you, I don't fear you
I get you
I have all the words you have missed
and sometimes, I speak for you
like one who dresses up a doll the way one thinks it fits better
but your thoughts are so far away from me
I just make them up like a role game

I know you won't get back to me soon
you may never do it
To walk away is the easiest way out, I know
it's always hard to face what you just quitted
I'd like you to get the strength to come back someday though 
and say 'goodbye', just that

Still I'm full of love, 
sometimes, full of peace too

My soul is strongly mild

You have to know something
if there was somebody you shouldn't have run away from,
that was me
I continue to open myself to you
you find safer to block me


I have the whole life to forget you
and I guess I will someday begin to...
I will stop writing about our very short story 
all of a sudden, when the day comes

My name is Gina
I forgot to mention the day we met...
that I am a person
not a collectible experience out of a trip.


Kocham Cię. Dobre życie.